I always complained about my exes taking me for granted with every little thing and I realize now that I myself, took them for granted. I thought that being there for your significant other whether they’re sick with a small cold or if they need to go to the doctor came with every relationship. I feel stupid to say right now that I never realized that it was their decision to be there not because they had to but because they wanted to be. With every little cold or even if I just wasn’t feeling good my exes never left me to go out with friends and they would even drop their plans just to come take care of me and keep me company. I used to get sick more then than how I am now which meant that they dropped a lot of plans just to come over so I wouldn’t feel alone and so that they could take care of me. I feel like an ass hole right now because I would always complained that they never cared about me when in reality, they truly did. I never had to ask them to be there for me, not once, and I took all of them for granted. I was too blind to see that what I had at the time was good and for that I apologize. I always thought to myself that the person I was with was such a bad girlfriend when I myself was also a bad girlfriend. I’m the type of person that always put them through tests. I would push them away and tell them that I wanted to be alone just to see what they would do but they would always push harder to be with me. They never left me alone even when I would ask and that meant a lot to me. I was used to them taking care of me that I didn’t realize I wasn’t taking care of them in return. I would always say that I was with them when they wanted me to be so how could I not be a good girlfriend but I realize that physically being there with your significant other and being there for them as a girlfriend are two completely different things. Anyone can physically be there just to keep someone company but a good girlfriend would actually take care of their significant other.

I know this is all late but I’m truly sorry for taking all of you for granted. In my current relationship I’m getting back everything that I’ve done to all of you and I’m learning the hard way. Being with me took a lot of your time away from things because I had a complicated and hectic life. You guys never left me alone even if that meant getting in trouble for being out when you weren’t supposed to or calling off work or school just to be with me at the hospital and I’m so thankful for that. I’m thankful for everything that you guys have done for me and I’m so sorry for taking those things for granted. You guys were very good to me and I thank you for that.